My name is Márcia, i'm 18 and from Lisbon, Portugal.
2 weeks ago
2 weeks ago 
Dead Sea, Israel
Swimmers float effortlessly in the salt-laden waters of the Dead Sea near Ein Bokek, Israel. Ten times saltier than seawater, the lake is extremely buoyant and a popular destination for holidaymakers. It’s also Earth’s lowest point on land.
Sometimes I remind myself that I almost skipped the party, that I almost went to a different college, that the whim of a minute could have changed everything and everyone. Our lives, so settled, so specific, are built on happenstance.
by Every Last One  (via senyahearts)

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2 weeks ago excdus:

Amanda Jas


I don’t know for how long this has been sitting on my inbox because tumblr didn’t warn me of this message, but thank you for taking your time to talk to me. I hadn’t heard of the terms before but i think depersonalisation would better fit me, but not entirely. I think what I feel is not so much like my body isn’t real or i’m living in a dream but being obsessively too self aware of the way i move and react and speak? like when someone is talking to me i just can’t help but ask myself about my facial expression or the way i look or my body language or the reaction i should be having?? like when people are speaking to me i really struggle to find what kind of reaction i should be having. should i laugh? should i look somewhere else? should i look in their eyes? are they looking at me? please don’t look at me i’m disgusting? what are they expecting me to do or say? do i look excited enough? because i do want to feel excited about what people talk to me about, but no matter what i feel like my reactions are not my own and my reality is not my own and i am detached from my body. i think my problem is not thinking that my body isn’t real, but the contrary(??). i am so self-aware. i am too conscious about the presence of my being in an environment but somehow i don’t belong to the body and reality i experience. and it’s not like ‘i haven’t found my path yet’, but more like ‘what the fuck amd i doing here? why do i talk like this? what do i like? did i just make a sound? why did i have this reaction? why is my brain reacting in ways that i can’t express through my body language?’ and sometimes i think i need to stop thinking so i lose my ability to focus and someone is making weird noises and crying in my head so i can’t hear my thoughts? like wtf go away and i just feel so wrong and powerless and worthless. idk but thank you so much for sending this message because it has helped to write about stuff

You may be experiencing derealisation or depersonalisation. It is terrifying and it's a way of releasing built up anxiety. For me it helped to read about other people experiencing it. Just thought you would like to know what it was. asked by Anonymous
You can never be overdressed or overeducated.
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2 weeks ago sassysquats:

I just want someone to say this to me every day of my life.
3 weeks ago knitpeaks:

Happy International (Damn Fine) Coffee Day!
3 weeks ago 
"I was in love with the most incredible woman and she put a knife in me."
He loved books; books are cold but safe friends.
by Victor Hugo, Les Misérables (via mercurieux)

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3 weeks ago fohk:

Mulholland Drive (2001)David Lynch
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3 weeks ago thomeyorker:

David Lynch around 1966, when he was an art student at the PAFA